it was a bad day yesterday, super super bad day. things just went wrong and im the only one left to clear up everything. how logical is that. i guess nobody likes to be accused, neither do i. just some words to that 2 people out there (whether u read it or not):
"stop beating around the bush when obviously i know what u are trying to say, it wont kill if u just say it out DIRECTLY, will you? i dont know whats that big reaction for, and pls stop trying to act indifferent in front of me, u know you arent. i dont even know what you are thinking, sometimes u can be so so nice and on other days you just become a totally different person. there's really no need for you to be so sarcastic at times, i know what you are driving at. JUST SAY IT OUT. sometimes, i really regret my decision last time, wrong sense of judgement i guess.
'dont let this spoil our friendship', thats what you said. but im sorry, it already is. "
ARGH. im not being over sensitive or what, things seem to be going the wrong way these few days. im disappointed over what has happened, so many years of friendship and things are starting to change. good things dont last, i suppose.